Dear Bride’s, this morning’s kids devotional l watched with my kids was on James 5:16
English Standard Version
16 Therefore, confess your sins to one another and pray for one another, that you may be healed. The prayer of a righteous person has great power as it is working.[a]
It spoke about going to a friend to confess when you have done wrong but it also said to go to God 1st 🙏
I was not going to confess exactly what my sin is… but l feel led to tell and be open and to tell you as hard as this is to even type I know that my Husband is holding my hand and is with me because l am his Bride 👰
My confession is that l did not post a meal for you ladies to be spiritually fed daily… l was selfish and only thought of myself and what l wanted to do and what pleased me.
I’m sitting here having brunch with my Husband, He worked it out that when l was made aware of my mistakes He also provided a way for me to BE WITH HIM 🙏 because He knew l would NEED Him🙏
Dale my EH called me to ask me to buy some groceries which provided the perfect opportunity for me to come to the mall… but 1st to my favourite coffee shop for brunch with Him.
Ladies i confess to all of you as friends and sisters.
I spent a wonderful time writing in my notebook journal telling my Husband about the heaviness on my heart. What HE reminded me of is His faithfulness and that whenever I went through something hard that, that is when HE was the closest to me and let me tell you that HE has never disappointed me but always worked it out for my GOOD and l know that He will work it out for this ministry’s good because I am not ready to say goodbye to you ladies 💖
My soul wait only upon God for my expectation is from Him. Psalm 62:8
2 Corinthians 12:9
My grace is sufficient for you, for power is perfected in weakness. Most gladly therefore, I will rather boast about my weaknesses, so that the power of Christ will dwell in me.
Sending you all my love
Atarah
Oh Atarah 🥹 I’m teary eyed because we were NOT ready to let you go either! When will you realize what had happened (which was sooo out of character for you ) but the Source of RMI told us to let you go we we’re heartbroken 💔 not just a little confused 🫤 or maybe bewildered 😧 is the better description. YET we do believe with our whole and ever growing hearts 💗 that GOD would work everything out for GOOD 🥳🙌🏻🙌🏻🙌🏻
just as He’d lovely accomplished with His bride Lota who just submitted her finished RJN to NRP and everything that’s happened since we let go after more than 20 years with RMI after building and planting and feeding her sheep in a language that was NOT her own. Lota was asked to let go and walk away.
https://biblehub.com/kjv/2_corinthians/4.htm
Note my Husband led me to copy the KJV since this is your preferred version 💝
Already before discovering this posted praise, I saw you commenting, and posting another praise that’s scheduled.
I hope we also are blessed to see your Wise Woman video course lessons continuing.
Even though you were outside our ministry team, you were not outside of our hearts, and now that you have been officially “set apart” I believe you will be who God has selected to Pioneer and plays another new trail for countless women to follow. We could never have enough ministers, nor could we run out of seed money because he has set it up for us to use that money to feed and water His sheep and lambs— keeping his fields clean from weeds and water fresh—pure living water from deep within His well, His Word.
Thank you for sharing your heart Atarah. I loved how you just reminded me how much healing happened in my life when I started writing things down in my journal.
Dear Atarah, I agree with Erin. To withdraw from RMI didn’t quite make sense. But after our contact you reassured me, which I really appreciated. And thank you for that too. That you would not be totally gone. I am therefore more than happy to read this post now. And would like to welcome you back. You and your family are called to serve others by encouraging them with His Word and love. I love you sweet bride. Greetings